hey there folks...just a quick note to inform those who remember me that i am indeed not dead...just out of the loop so to speak...no computer and no hopes or plans to get one any time soon unfortunately....my life has taken a turn for the worse in so many ways.....got married and divorced in the space of less than 2 years...rather traumatic and it really turned my life upside down...for real.....

my brother very recently became very ill and died 2 days ago....brain cancer...glioblastoma...very nasty shite that....went very quickly thanks for small favours.....funeral is today, hence i am back in st. cloud using my sis's comp.

anyways...it can be said that it sucks to be me these days but don't want to sound complainin'.

i am still here.

spread the news to anyone who might give a damn.

who knows when i will be back online so savor this moment for now.

hope everyone is well.

peace~

joel